Really just an entry.

You know sometimes you don't feel like yourself you feel like you're in someone's body and weird and strange and demotivated.

So this raw feeling is pretty much like an ass. Fucked up. It's how you cope with it and deal with it and technically wait for it to pass. Bitter. One day you woke up in the morning you didn't feel like yourself and lost, and struggling to get through the day but you just can't. The world revolves around you so slow the day seems forever to end but the clock's ticking fast you couldn't keep up with it. It looks harder than you thought. You try and give it a best shot to make it work and hope it'll be all good but it wasn't really turned out to be so great and you felt low and down and kind of despair. That's a sigh I heard.

I have my thing when I got worried or something like anxious, not exactly panicking. It's more on how you gather the strength to carry on and move forward. Be collected. I believe in science and hormones play a very important role in our daily basis. Sometimes you feel like shit in one morning and a great mentor the next day. No no. Not bipolar. Geez.

What makes you think you're a better person ?

It took me a minute to really understand the whole situation. I came up with a conclusion that life can be pretty much the opposites. We always thought we've done our part and yet, there was so much to be fixed. And then we improvise to be better and for the greatness and still nothing. Life can be weird too. Odd in some ways. Why would I talk about something like this? Truth is I don't know. Life is a freaking movie. Tell me how would you narrate it. You tell me what genre you think you are in. I can not be a horror, or comedy. Damn I'm pretty sure. I'm the average Joe you know the one who sits at the corner looking all confuse if the thing he did was actually right yeah I'm that guy. A lot is going on in his head right now. I'm sure some of you might think it could be an Asperger haha funny. It's hard when you're not feeling inspired about the day ahead.

Alright. I shall stop. This is really puzzling.

Bye 

Kerol